My phone was ringing. I grab my lappy immediately. I click a folder on my desktop and I set my eyes to something fr a quite long time. I started browser the web with 'M'.. myspace. I take a look at your profile, your photo, older status and your sweet comment. Its start my memory remains. Its been so long, I try so hard to let you go and start to living.
And I promised to myself, I need just a day to remember about us. Today is the day.
19th October 2009. Yess, that was 2years ago. Remembering the night that I hoped would never end. I still remember the first time I owned you. How fast the time flies. From the first time I met ya, I edi like you. That memory makes me smile, partly erases the pain. And I cant believe that I had you that night, but that night already ended. I hope I'll never erase that memory from my mind.
I learned many things from you. Patient. Put my ego aside. Heal the pain. How to smile. How to appreciate and How to handle myself from be in the doldrums. I know how hurts the hardest things that I've been through and I don't wanna feel it anymore. I just, can't! Thank God, you're still alive. Evendo I can't see you today, your smile but I know you're owned. I'll be okay if you forget about our past. Just live your life.
All this while, I just have no idea how to tell you. Maybe it just regret and.. For elapsed time, I had done. I Miss You
-Your past, SitiNurFaizah ♥